Who am I? What is my purpose here? Is God real? If He is real, why is there so much pain and suffering in this world? Are Heaven and Hell real? If so, how do I get to Heaven? Am I good enough to go to Heaven after I die? Those were questions I grappled with for a very long time. So many beliefs with so many different answers that left me wondering and guessing even more.   One fateful day after Christmas in 2002, my entire life was completely changed after my wife of nine years called me at work to tell me she was not happy and did not want to be married any more. I was told to move out or she would leave with our three children. I was in complete shock. How did I get here? What had just happened? Where would I go from there? Would I ever see my kids again? Any parent who has gone through a similar trauma would probably understand the pain I experienced. One father likened it to a heart surgery without anesthesia. Subsequently, I lost my will to live. I called my brother to te...